Does anyone remember me? Or watch me any more? Or even know who I am?
Or just wondering who this random person is?
Yes, Me is alive.
I haven't logged on in forever. And I am not exagerating. Really, actually, forever.
And let's not even mention Howrse yet. I don't even know if my account is there anymore.
I had so many friends here, I feel awful that I haven't been able to keep up those friendships. It's as if I died, online. Which is not fun.
I could go on and on with my sob story and give you all a thourough explanation of why I haven't been 'active', but that is pointless.
Right now, I cannot make any promises that I am returning permanently. I will dissapear again to finish up school... but I promise promise promise with all my heart I will come back for summer. School ends on June 14. Six weeks, I will be here. And hopefully start up some digital art stuff again. If I can find my tablet. //facepalm//
I remember all of you so dearly, and I just feel horrible cause I lost so many friends. So if any of you are still out there and remember who I am and just happen to see this journal... just know that I am not dead, if it will make you feel any better.
Oh, and by the way... if you would like to connect with me after I log off tomorrow and dissapear into real-life again, I have an instagram @ellenisthebestever, that I can usually check daily... so please comment/follow whatever so I can say hello and give ya'll a giant online hug. Ya'll have no idea how much I've missed you all. I feel like crying. It's amazing I was still able to find the 'journal' button; i've been gone so long.
I love every one of you, and miss everyone so much. (':